What surgery?

I'm getting pretty freaked out by the fact that my granddad is going to have a hole cut in his skull tomorrow. I am so very hopeful that it will be a success. And the surgery part isn't what freaks me out. I'm okay with modern medicine.

But I am utterly unprepared for anything other than success.

And there's pretty much no possibility of me getting home, like, next week if something other than success does happen.

And so, freaking out.